So here we are … waiting in the PICU waiting room.
They took her down at 8:15AM.
We were supposed to arrive at 6:15AM but walked out the door at 6:15AM. Hey, it’s not like they’re going to start without us
Olivia wanted to go up to the playroom NOW. Asked every 5 minutes. Child Life (Melanie) was able to distract her with a ride in the Barbie Pink Escalade. They let her ride early because they gave her some versed to chill her out. Mama wanted some and is kicking herself for not having gotten herself a rx as well ;).
Right before they took her down to the OR I read her a book called “The Kissing Hand” … it’s about a little raccoon who is nervous about going to school and leaving his mama behind. Mama gives him a kiss on his hand that stays with him while he’s gone so he knows Mama is always with him. Appropriate? I sure think so!
So now we wait. They are going to call my cell with updates. Thankfully we are in a different waiting area from the normal surgeries so we’re away from the traffic of everyone who is in for the “normal” stuff.
Maddie has called me twice thus far today. The first time she talked with Olivia and the second gtime she called to check in on Olivia - ironically right after Olivia went down to surgery. Maddie said she woke up at 2AM and then went back to sleep until 6AM. So she got some sleep which is good.
They were able to reserve us a Family Room so at least I won’t be sleeping in the waiting room because I am not leaving her alone.
It seems surreal to be here again. It’s like no time has passed and yet 3 years have passed. we’re almost past this and then we can move on with our lives.